131 catz pictures I just have to use them!

It's been two days. I frequently get flashes of how our conversation might drop down another level again, and not-so-good feelings stirring until finally releasing in some small event which will turn big. But then it doesn't seem so depressing this time cause I know for one thing, we're going in a better direction - one that I've realised a few months ago it should have been - and that I'm not stuck confused wondering how to make that happen. That's two things LOL. So given that I'm keeping myself straight, those negative feelings seem to be less threatening. Like they stop tending to come and have lost the lengthening grip they usually have after they pass. This compared to in the past when it was mainly about preventing the negative feelings, which was tiring and a negative feeling in itself. That's good now, right? Keep it up!

The best, that should last throughout it all. :)

Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you there? -then it’s love.